Well, wasn’t that just the biggest flop of all time. I don’t even know what was going on in my head. Maybe I wasn’t in the right head space, or mentally/emotionally ready to change. I would have preferred to at least donate the $200 to a good cause! Anyway, here we are, 9 months later, and still in the same old boat.
I still have weight to lose, even more in fact. But I’ve been reading lots and learning about how self-sabotage happens, and how to be in good health, physically, mentally & spiritually. I’m now more interested in living a true authentic life, full of things that give me joy. Rather than place food limits around myself, and be striving only to reach a certain weight. I want to do things that make me happy.
I acknowledge that there is more to life than numbers on a scale, and I will not be defined by my weight!
Life is going on around me, and if I don’t jump in, I’m going to miss it. Life doesn’t start at a number on the scales. Everything won’t be ‘perfect’ when I get to a certain weight. I’m learning to accept myself as I am, and not only that, but to LOVE myself.
So this space is no longer just a ‘transformation’ blog. It’s going to be anything I want it to be, about things I do, see, make, cook, bake, sew, believe, support, love. It’s a chronicle of me!
Watch this space 🙂
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